Dear Mr. Night Hides Not,
this thread indeed is very depressing and I am so very sorry for all the trials and tribulations you had to go through, and all the others on this thread. 😞😢 💔
I just have no words to express my sympathy, but I‘d like to say that I‘m over here, praying for all of you. If only I could give you a hug 😭
Sometimes I feel that this world really is a Vale of Tears, or maybe that God has withdrawn His hand from us and it‘s now Baphomet who is in charge of this planet. To me, it‘s the generally terrible situation of this world, and my beloved Homeland in particular, that frets me most.
I have no family either, as I am handicapped, as well as being an asexual. It took me nearly five decades to realize the latter.
Children of my own would have been my greatest personal wish in this life, but it never was to be. I am a 56 year old virgin, if I were not Protestant, I undoubtedly would have become a monk.
May God bless you, FRiend.