Childless not by choice dog mom.
( and whatever other critter needs my help)
Spontaneous miscarriages 6-8 weeks in.
At least two, possibly 3.
It’s an issue in my family.
I would have loved to have kids but crappy biology wins.
Either I “ mother” animals or go mad because I NEED to mother something.
I’ll live and die alone with no one to care.
Sucks but it is what it is.
Childless not by choice is tough, and I’m so sorry that you were unable to have them. But what you do have are the two “beings” that love unconditionally; God and dogs. I’m not sure that us humans are deserving of either. And don’t worry, God will not abandon you.