I’ve survived prostate cancer, electrocution, heart attack, and a car wreck. Why? GOD, only knows but it is a fact. I damn near drowned once. Yet I’m still kicking. GOD has his schedule and I’m on mine. I get up and look at the weather and curse or enjoy it, the dogs, cats, and horse do their thing and my wife ask what’s up. GOD loves me, I know this because I’m still here. What scares me is why he’s keeping me around. I owe a debt and it will be difficult to pay. It’s mine. In my day a debt owed is a debt paid. It is what it is. Be safe.
That debt is paid by gratitude that He paid it - in full.
There is now therefore no condemnation to them that are in Christ Jesus - Romans 8:1
At 68, I too, wonder why I'm still here. I can easily think of a number of times I should have died. I think He has a plan for me, something I am to do in my life. I am not scared, though. Actually, I can hardly wait for that moment to arrive.
I think it will be a proud moment for me...
Well you sin’s debt was paid on the cross...you can’t repay it...I suppose your “repayment’ is simply acknowledging that you can’t repay it and accept the fact you can’t and to tell Jesus so. Ask for his Spirit and live a humble life before him , Loving Him and then neighbor as your self.
What else can one do?