because they think its all peace and love. NOT.
there are a lot of negative (evil) spirts romaning around causing all kinds of problems. i have seen and experenced some of the negative.. I will not discuss it.
I had a NDE back in 1986, I was testing for the san diego sheriff dept, passed the written test very high score.. the physical part was very hard for me. anyway had to run 8 times around the college track where we were at.
at the end of the run I was not feeling well, went to sit in the stands. next thing i am walking for a long time, then see a black line and beyond the line is all my mom and dads family plus my dad, they all waved at me. then disappointment as i came back. the medical people could not get a blood pressure on me and my pulse was in the 200’s
I dont as a rule discuss this at all.
That is a fascinating story. You should sit down and document it with as much detail as possible. I am sure there are people who study this stuff who would be interested in your story.