[ExSafecracker]

losing a child is worse. I can tell you first hand that is true.
I lost my son 32 years ago and Im not over it yet. His mother drank herself to death about 3 years later.

[Lizavetta]

I'm with you. My son's death was about 16 years ago - I don't remember when. The trauma of it all wiped out much of my memory. One is never over it, you just learn to endure the sorrow that overlays everything from that point on.

I hope you have found a way to make it.