In light of eternity, it doesn't matter...
In light of time, it seems long...
True- if someone could grant me an extra 6.5 years, in my present condition I’m not sure I would take it, although being a coward when it comes to the act of the dying process (ive had an NDE which affected me negatively- long story), I probsbly would succumb to taking it to “delay the inevitable dying process”
Tnere’s a song that goes “Jesus make up my dying bed so’s I can die easy”- that’s my prayer, but I have a sneaking suspicious it ain’t gonna be easy because of how I lived (smoking. Drugs, alcohol) and due to present condition. I guess my suspicion amounts to “little faith”- but there it is.