That you wrote that post in the first place, madam, wishing the genocide of the Russian people, 150 million human beings, most of whom are good Christians — and that you continue to defend it — demonstrates a level of evil and darkness in your soul that should terrify you. Perhaps you’ve repudiated Christianity, as this would explain it, but as a Christian, I will tell you that this alone will keep you from inheriting the Kingdom of God. You need a serious examination of your own soul.
Think what you want.