I got destroyed by COVID early, long before there was a vax. I was never vaxxed.
Before COVID, I did not have extensive lung damage (chest xrays in Jan 2020 were clear; in April 2020, they were destroyed). Before COVID, I did not have POTS. Before COVID, my autonomic functions did not randomly shut down (my body forgetting how to breath and I start suffocating while awake).
For some individuals, COVID was a minor inconvenience; for others, it caused long term damage.
I think the vax is the same. Depending on how it was administered and what batch, some people were fine and others got wrecked.
I get where she is coming from. Some days I wake up and am disappointed that I did. I’m so ready for it to be over, to stop being a burden to my family. But God wants me around for some reason, so I keep hanging in there.
One day at a time. Your courage is inspiring.
Sending up a prayer for you, too. I hate to see fellow FReepers suffering with these things.