Dear salamander, so sorry for your losses and difficulties. I’ve lost a husband unexpectedly as well, plus beloved pets. The grief never goes away completely but it does get better. Now is the time to focus on Savior Jesus, he will carry you through. If you haven’t already, contact social security so they may process your husband’s death benefit. It’s not a lot but it helps. I’ll keep you in my prayers.
Grief Due To Loss Of A Loved One
Loving Father, I am finding it so hard to even get up out of bed to start the day, knowing that I have to face it alone and without the one I love so dearly. I know that without Your grace and sufficiency I could never get through the day, but I thank You that You have promised to be with me and to provide me with Your strength for today as well as bright hope for tomorrow.
I can’t imagine tomorrow being anything but a day filled with pain, as I do not have my loved one beside me, but I ask that in Your grace You will give me the strength to get through today, step by step, knowing that You are there to carry me, even when my heart seems to fail from the grief and pain that I am going through.
Thank You. that You have promised to carry our pain and thank You that Your grace is sufficient for every eventuality in our lives. Give me the strength to cope with the loneliness I feel and help me to move forward in my life-plans, knowing that You are with me, to support and strengthen.
Give me hope for tomorrow, for my hope and my trust is in You, Lord. Hold me close I pray, and thank You for always being with me and the great comfort that I have in knowing You, as my own dear Saviour and friend.
Amen.
Source: https://prayer.knowing-jesus.com/prayer/grief-due-to-loss-of-a-loved-one-331
Beautiful prayer for all widows and widower
Thank you.