First of all, you are using drugs off label.. and the doctors prescribing them to you should be jailed.
Second, your dysphoria is a symptom of deeper psychological issues, all the drugs in the world to try to make you look like the gender you aren’t is NOT going to solve your problems. You are literally a case of psychological and medical malpractice.
“You are literally a case of psychological and medical malpractice.”
Imagine a world where you try to save people from being subject to human medical experimentation and they turn around and want to kill you to return the favor. Oh wait, we live in that world.