I died of meningitis back in the late 1980’s, left my body, and went to Heaven. The strong profound Love experienced in Heaven did something to my consciousness that after I returned to my physical body, I perceive the consciousness of other people as a physical object. Their stored memories of their life experiences since conception are physical objects to my perception.
When people speak of the life review after death, that is merely their conscious awareness expanding beyond their physical bodies through the stored memories in their soul. These same memories are physical to me.
The same thing happened when a person states, “My life flashed before my eyes.”
The memories are stored in reverse sequence, thus earliest memories are stored furthest from the physical body.
I do in a few minutes what psychotherapy and depth psychology takes years to do, and often can’t do.
While this sounds woowoo, it is not. I spent 30 years researching, experimenting and studying neuroscience to understand it.
I usually feel the brain activity as well. For some reason I’m like a walking MRI.
It’s easy to prove by demonstration. I take total strangers and without them saying one word, I tell them what happened in their life.
It goes further, if the person closes their eyes, I say nothing, do not touch them, and stand many feet from their physical body, my touching a stored traumatic memory stimulates the stored memory which bridges to the person’s emotional subconscious and moves their physical body, often knocking them off their feet. It’s repeatable, every time I touch the same memory, even days later.
These traumatic memories become obstacles to Love in a person’s soul. They are influential in personality formation.
Feminine consciousness spins to the right and masculine consciousness spins to the left,(around a person). Memories are stored at the intersection of the two aspects of consciousness as holograms. (Memories are stored in the soul, not the physical body.)
Thus, I feel the exact location on the timeline of stored memories that the shift to a super masculine consciousness happened.(As the dominant aspect of consciousness changes at that time.)
The same is true of gender identity in gay and lesbian individuals.
There is no judgement, just greater understanding.
Religion(s) are theories and philosophies of the anatomy and physiology of the human soul. They are accurate for the most part, but incomplete. Since the soul is physical to me, it’s easy to understand the truths that they teach, and why.
I’ve done this with many different illnesses on thousands of people. Various types of cancer, brain tumors, strokes, MS, autism & Asperger’s Syndrome, schizophrenia, cutters & self mutilators, depression, anxiety.... the list is long.
I strongly believe in science, evidence based medicine, and religion. Miracles are merely science that we do not currently understand. Science is the process of understanding how God works.
God is any level of consciousness that exists above the level that I am at. There are many levels..
I am blown away! I believe every word you wrote!
I am a believer in a God of the universe who resides in Heaven (I have no comprehension of how it all works, though). I know he created us and all that is around us.
I am also a strong believer in evidence-based medicine -- not "snake oil" and have experienced success and failure with it more than once in my life.
By the way, your NDE experience (and heaven) is just one example of why I am a strong believer in our God and Heaven (there are many others).Of course, prayer and the words in a book that was written almost 3000 years ago sure help, too.
I have had a long-term interest in Near Death Experiences (NDE) and have tried to learn all that I could about them for many years. I have personally known people who have had them, and all the stories are pretty much the same.
I will send you a private message.
Thanks.