Be proud every day of the fact that you mourn such a beautiful lady. Not trying to make this next statement as a way to diminish your loss but so many current day men will never feel the type of loss you have since modern day women are just not like your traditional lady. Many men will never mourn as you do.
You were a very lucky man and please wake up each day realizing that fact even though you no longer have that woman beside you.
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