Educating oneself should always be one’s goal to prevent oneself from peddling propaganda.
Oh wait, my bad, your sole purpose is to spread propaganda.
My bad.
I have spent a lifetime “educating myself”. Before I downsized to move abroad the size of my library was a point of friction with my wife. Why did I need three boxes of books on opera? Or five on development economics? I did go down from @4000 volumes to 500.
And you have no depth, no range, no experience of affairs, of the world, of scholarship, of history. Outside of Russian propaganda you have nothing at all to say.