Kinda like it was for me with Ground Zero. Although I had seen a million photos and videos I was absolute stunned by what I saw in July of 2002 during my first visit.
Just sayin'...
Seriously, I think I could manage a few million, take care of immediate family needs, hire some work done, stay anonymous, surprise some folks with mysterious gifts.
Just thinking about handling that big PowerBall pile properly is daunting.
I am pondering ‘losing my ticket’ as a mental exercise, instead.