So, I am about to leave for this thing.
I know what everyone says and my brain tells me this is what I must do to help him.
Yet my heart tells me I’m handing him over to a stranger who will chop off a big chunk of him.
It may be irrational but that’s my heart, always, as far as my dogs are concerned.
This is the hardest thing I have ever had to do, and the worst thing that’s ever happened, and that is saying something.
He is my heart, my soul and my love and and I am not ashamed to say that I’m flat out terrified and generally, not much scares me.
This?
I’m screaming internally, 24/7.
Please, my dear and constant friends, pray for not only him, but me, as well.
If this thing must be done, let him come through it with flying colors and be with me for a very, very long time, so that the terror and stress was worth it.
My own family has no idea how I feel, 99% of the time but to all of you, I show my bare soul.
Thank you.
Shari & Hrafi
Yes, dear one….we are praying for BOTH of you!
Praying for strength, and, peace, for you.
And, prayers for a successful surgery, and speedy recovery for your sweet baby, Hrafi.
Please keep us updated, as you can.
💞💞
Take care.