I totally agree.
One of the ladies from our Bible study group had an abortion very young.
I do believe that it haunts her to this day.
God forgives her, but she cannot forgive herself.
Yea I have known post abortive women who have a hard time accepting forgiveness from Christ. Their repentance is real. But they can’t get their babies back.
I am grateful I did not do this terrible thing. I could have, before I knew the Lord.