Everything in your post is a lie.
Are you a whore?
https://www.dailymail.co.uk/femail/article-2507752/Over-half-women-regularly-watch-porn-daring-40-admit-making-own.html
https://www.psychologytoday.com/us/blog/all-about-sex/202006/is-why-many-women-watch-porn
https://www.bustle.com/p/women-actually-watch-more-porn-than-men-heres-what-it-is-were-watching-63850
https://www.psychologytoday.com/us/blog/all-about-sex/201409/the-main-difference-between-porn-actresses-and-other-women