I’m not fan of putting celebs or famous people on a pedestal and declaring undying love to them in public. Sooner or later they will disappoint you and make you look like a fool.
Except Musk is the greatest entrepreneur alive and one of the greatest entrepreneurs in history with a track record of fighting for free speech.
You sound like my wife, who keeps a bottle of champagne in the fridge for 3 years, waiting for something to celebrate. No joy is ever good enough. ;)