She looked better and fitter than the vast majority of the people in the USA. I guess there is always somebody younger and better looking to compete with you in the looks sweepstakes, though. Associating with the toxic BLM gang would keep anyone angry, anxious and in a negative frame of mind too.
She had internal issues a plenty it seems. I’ve been in that industry and I tell ya most of the women know they are competing with their looks 24/7....and little else matters.