You know, I just lost someone very very dear to me. Right now the idea of someone dying horribly does not amuse me. I think of her family, and how they grieve as I do right now. I’m sorry for them and I’m sorry for her.
You have my sincere condolences!
But perhaps the Free Republic message board isn't the appropriate place for you to "hang out at" right now.
You are still grieving, and are liable to encounter a lot of flippant and (unintentionally) hurtful remarks here.
Irreverence and sarcasm are "part and parcel" of the FR message board.
A pall-bearer can't leave the funeral of a loved one, and then remove his "mourning attire" and "black crape" and proceed directly to a hootenanny, and then feel slighted by the "lack of decorum" on display there. He can't rightfully expect anyone there to give him "special consideration."
Again: My condolences - but perhaps you should give yourself a little break from FP.
Regards,