I'll let the insinuation go..... I do not know what sex you are but if you are a man the you suffer from Stockholm syndrome or your a woman with a grudge because your man cheated on you.
My marriage ended because my wife was a woke bitch and I couldn't stand listening to her anymore. I just cut myself off emotionally and kept my head down working and focusing on the kids. Porn has never been a big thing with me. Before the breakup I still had an active sex life with her because real woman, even a woke funt, is always better than images of women.
She tried a couple times over the past few years to get back together and I just laughed in her face and will continue to do so.
These days there are far more deranged women than good ones. I still date though because I like trim and every naked woman is an angel. That said, I am never going to marry again.
Maybe your wife woke up and found she wasn't with a man. Maybe she needed a man, a real man with some class and taste and not some sleaze ball looking to get laid.
She’s better off without you.