No, you really wouldn't.
I can also say that you are NOT as smart, clever and special as you think you are.
Yea, I pretty much am.
Many cops lose their minds like you have. Some of them seek therapy. Some self-medicate with alcohol and drugs. Others eat their gun.
While still others just go quietly mad and rant incoherently on the internet.
#NoStatueForYou
# this, # that... Does your mother know you’re on the computer again? Grow up and leave me alone you pesky little jerk.