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I’ve had my nose and my ass in the crap. The “power of positive thinking” aka “delusion” doesn’t change a damned thing, except put your life in danger! Oh! and by the way, that is a pretty important survival fact for LEO’s! You accept ugly reality. ME! don’t think of me as one of your potential flock. I’m one of the guys that was called every time somebody took a shit on aisle 3. That happened every day and still happens to this day. SO SORRY to rain on your parade. SO! YOU WANT TO CRITICIZE ME, for dealing with humanities trash. Well, I’m used to it. I got used to dealing with the human refuse you are blinded from. I got used to being spit on, bit, punched, kicked, used to fighting somebody over a straight-razor AND a GUN! I’m also used to your idiotic notions that “mindset” has any damned thing to do with it. I DEAL WITH REALITY! NOT DELUSION! I had NO choice but to accept the reality that I was faced with in order to survive. It was ugly, dirty, gritty, bloody... WHERE WERE YOU! I KNOW WHERE I WAS AND WHAT I WENT THROUGH AND DAMNED NEAR DIED FOR (AND A FRIEND OF MINE DID DIE FOR) Where were you? Sitting there with your pathetic delusions, telling me that none of the evil exists for the simple reason that YOU don’t have to deal with it! OH! I could just imagine it away, just like YOU! Of course, I would not have survived very long if I had. I’ve NEVER seen my life as being involved in “cheering you up” My job was to keep you from being mangled by people you can’t even imagine. The reason you go to bed at night and sleep without worry of some scumbag breaking into your home and cutting your throat... is people like me. I am used to your belittling me for taking out the human trash. BUT! THERE IS TWO THINGS I AM NOT GOING TO DO! 1) I am NOT going to accept ANY responsibility for the sinister nature of human beings. 2) I am NOT going to lie about it just to cheer your ignorant ass up! Go ahead you fool, try calling me names... that’s not even close to water off a duck’s back.