If I’m embarrassing myself, why do you keep responding...look in the mirror dude...
No one else is reading these posts. Tell me again about Strugg and all the other people who played through the pain. What’s amusing is that not only are you wrong, you are openly admitting that your mind is so closed you cannot bring yourself to understand the situation,
That kind of locked brain must have served you well in life. The whole Observe, orient, decide, and act thing is easier when you just decide and act. Cutting out the steps that actually move you forward in life makes it easier to dig in your heels.