Not sure the validity here but I’ve waited to see how this shakes out for the first months. There is risk with COVID but there is risk with an experimental vaccine is too. I am thrilled my parents and older or vulnerable friends got it. The reward outweighs the risk. Not sure sure with you get young people and ‘mids’ like me without risk factors like asthma, weight etc.
Judging from the extremely poor quality of your written communication I think you should schedule an examination to look into the possibility you may have brain damage.