I get so pissed off thinking about so much wasted time back then :-). While I certainly blame myself for a lot of it, I can see where the school system failed miserably due to a lot of bureaucratic nonsense.
There’s a lot to be pissed at.
There’s also God’s hand.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HKeHOUAVqys&ab_channel=WIZE