The great Departure when Jesus gathers us to himself and returns to the Father’s House is very soon. Whether I am at home or out on errands, I love my kitties and want to give them a chance to survive as best I can. But then you probably know all that and are just being what is prophesied, a scoffer.
You love your kitties? Can't prove it by me. You're abandoning them to starve. That's animal cruelty. Frankly, from what you have posted, I think you're a flaming nut case and I feel very bad for your cats. I guess you never heard of placing cats with an adoption agency, huh? The only choice is to let them wonder where you went and starve. If that is your idea of "loving your kitties" and being religious, then yes, I'm proud to be a scoffer. And sane. And a true animal lover. I hope that siren I hear is the men in white suits coming to pick you up and place your cats in a proper home.