Amen.
In the last 9 months I've had 3 people close to me die. When he dies, now or years from now, it will hurt.
Sorry for your losses. We lost my father in law to cancer in November. He was diagnosed three months earlier. It took him fast and was horribly cruel.
I have known Rush nearly as long as my father in law. Spent many many more hours with Rush, started listening in 1994.