yeah your case sounded severe, some folks like yourself- truly need them just to get through a day- in your case, just to survive even- but again- even when folks take large amounts, as prescribed, the addiction level is less than 2%- it’ when folks take them illegally, more than prescribed, that the problems happen for the majority of folks- some folks though are susceptible to drug addiction easily- nut most just become drug dependent, and can, with effort, get off them without too much problem- it’s when the addiction happens that the problem happens