I feel your pain.
I have done the same as you and have tried several bourbons.
I like Buffalo Trace. Have you tried Eagle Rare??? Pretty good. Found it on sale when COVID started this spring on shopboozy.com. I bought two cases and now have only one bottle left.
I claim not to be a boozer but it sure can be habit forming if one is not on guard.
MFO
Some day I'll treat myself again.
< wink >It's terrible.< /wink >
Did you know that Buffalo Trace is made by the same distillery as Pappy Van Winkle?