I was thinking after I posted that, that I was too harsh.
But, I do see your sorrow, he is a totally lost soul, and I doubt there is any hope for him to redeem hismself, but as long as there is breath, there is hope.
But adults are responsible for their choices.
No worries LJ, you said your thoughts and I understand.
Something about it has been so unsettling to me, thought today Id feel different, but I dont.
Ill get there. Thank you for the kind words