I know. Im trying very hard not to let those thoughts sprout in my mind. I watched him on his first game and last game. And the hundreds of games in between. It was a thing my son and I did for many years.
I'll to you, one thing I'm NOT seeing in the coverage that's usually common to stories like this is guests giving condolences to his wife and daughters, I'm not hearing the anchors talking about how his wife must be devastated, or about how to explain something like this to the remaining children, or how the entire NBA community will be there for the family during their grief, etc.
-PJ