Really feel for you, gub.
I don’t know how long you have before you can retire, hope it’s not too terribly long.
If I had to do it all over I think I would retire at 65 and not 4+ years later.
I probably have about 10 - 15 years left - either working or living.
Every time I think about retiring, I think of the alternative - I would have to stay home & listen to my wife all day. It keeps me motivated to jump in the car & get going.