The hardest thing I ever did was put my buddy down.
I gave her a burger, a couple snack cakes, and that was the last thing she knew.
She couldn’t hardly lift her head. Damned dog..
Dogs are the best. We keep a houseful or so. We take in seniors no one else wants and after one goes, a few months later we get a call.
Hopefully you got another dog eventually. There are tons waiting for homes.