I toyed with becoming a “rock start” well at least joining a band. After one three week bar tour I was done. Can’t imagine the head trip doing the same show 60 times in a row. Steven Tyler says “..hence the drugs and alcohol.”
To even entertain such a possible plan, you must be pretty talented. You were wise to be honest with yourself after a little exposure to the grind. It just was not for you.
Some performers have a pushy manager telling them ‘Don’t Stop!”