You live in DIRECT CONTRAST to theological teaching... You commit heresy by denying the very construct of free will by declaring that you acting on your urges is an act of God... You lecturing ANYONE about anything related to Theology, particularly Christian Theology is comical.
You weren’t made a sodomite by God sir, no more than the rapist was made a rapist by God, or the murderer a murderer by god, or a child molester and child molester by God. YOU exercised your free will, to to choose to act on your urges... then you spit in God’s face trying to claim your actions are because of him.
You are a sick and twisted person, who knows nothing about the most fundamental basics of theology.
Hurrah!