I have to admit, I’m not fine with it, but I DO understand what h is doing. Just have to remind myself that it was The Lord and Patriots who put him there and to trust in both.
I know, and I trust, that for a whole host of reasons that I am not privvy to, this was the best move he could make at this time. I try to observe and stay emotionally detached. When I’m down I try not to vent it on this forum, although sometimes I have revealed I was having a down day in order to receive encouragement. But venting jut harms morale; when morale is harmed the enemy is strengthened.