I wish I knew what to say... please know you are in my thoughts. I hope and pray you will get the answer as regards your appeal.
(My apology, as I do not know what it is about. I have had consistant difficulty finding time to read through the posts since I started to participate on the Q threads.)
Oh, silly! I was being sarcastic! I can't fight cancer, so I mock it whenever I can!!
Also, when I talk about the cancer that I have (see? I won't call it "my cancer"..dude, who would want to claim that shit?!) I'm not doing it to illicit sympathy or anything. But thanks to all who have expressed good wishes, etc. I try to only bring it up when something I know about death, dying, cancer crap, can benefit the discussion. So..yeah, f*** cancer!