Sounds like a true visitation. I’m sorry for your loss and also for your children having been bereaved. Hope you are all coping. There is no getting over such a loss; it’s enough to get through it and just to learn to live with it.
If you are believers, you will meet again.
Thanks AW for your kind words.
It’s been over 3 decades and even though “they” say it gets easier with time, even as a Christian since 9, my life experience indicates a strong disagreement with “them”.
I’ve come to the conclusion (and acceptance) this pain & torment has been my albatross to carry throughout my life.