It’s your funeral, as they say.
One of my very favorite films of all time is an Australian film called "Breaker Morant".In it,the main character (Morant),responding to a young officer who was charged with him at court martial,assured him,when he expressed fear at the possibility of being executed,that "all lives end in a dreadful execution,George".
One way or another my life will end in a dreadful execution.And that execution could involve a sword.