I hope tbings are better for you now.
My last 2 kids, when I would go get ice water for my wife and pass the desk areas I sensed they were harried and understaffed.
The injuries were gruesome but I still tried working with hairline vertebral cracks, herniated disc( drained it ant cortisone tx) and all the neck, back and other head injuries. One guys leg was kicked so much he almost lost it from internal infection and then gangrene. Other was in a coma and had to drain fluid from his brain with hydrocephalus and other injuries. for three months but healed nicely...race riots. and Racial staff all the way to Sacraments slamming us
I really miss nursing but I can no longer fulfill nursing duties. Maybe someday I'll get to wrok again