I don't blame you. It's hard to stomach. i was listening to three ladies learning about the path too Da'at they sounded like they where going to have an organism. It simply how to get too "Knowledge"
Pink Swastika: Ernst Röhm was open homosexual head of the brown shirts
And supposedly Hitler surrounded himself with faggots and was into coprophilia or whatever it’s called. “Hidden Hitler” but some German historian, don’t have author’s name at the moment.
Maybe because I never watch TV or movies; I can’t read or see really vile stuff at all, it just gets recorded in my mind and it’s very hard to get it out. I read those two books about 17 years ago.