I’m still optimistic, so maybe I’ll try some of those to see what you were seeing in them. I fall asleep to anything from Criminal Minds to Ironman, so probably don’t need it for lullabye land.
I became a TV person after mother died and I needed an emotional release, which I found in Star Trek showing people thought to be dead and then returning. I could grieve a little for mother in Kirk or Spock, etc. Then I discovered the marvelous women in Trek fandom and had the most thrilling time analyzing stuff down to China. There were so many marvelous minds that thought deep and hard, while laughing their heads off. FR is the first place since fandom that I’ve found such a wonderfully diverse set of people who know so much and think so deeply.
One of the best things about his web-site is the lack of trolls.
Of course, we have our disagreements, as people who misinterpret my screen name make silly accusations. It tends to work out in the end.
Go to your local library and see if they have the historical Dr. Who series, which started in 1963. Tom Baker was the 4th Dr. Who. The earlier ones were interesting.