Welcome to FR! And I mean that!
I got DirecTV in 1998 (same year I joined this site, as a matter of fact) just to watch FoxNews. I would camp out to await Charles’ words - it was difficult to record back then.
I stopped being transfixed by him well before the 2016 election. Then the trees in front of my dish got too thick and I was forced to get Uverse.
What a surprise! They had OANN!
Now, I might watch FandF in the morning for a few minutes until they put on the first NeverTrumper, usually around 9am, and the I switch to OANN for the real news.
Then I switch to Varney on Fox Business to watch the markets.
I am so like you it is scary. My wife and I are well atuned to the anti trup karl rove kroutstammer infection. But I have good news. Trump is just kicking their ass. He is getting stronger everyday with actual results and wonderful leadership. His calling out the leftist goons at Charloteville as part of the total issue was such an inspiration. Millions stood and cheered as the watched in real time or rerun. I was fist in the air yelling “YES YES YES”. Anti Trump is not place to be and these slime bags that try to weave in and out are the worst. Trump is magnificent and totally in control. As time goes forward he just grows in magnitude and dimension. Anti Trump can go to hell.