When I taught, I had a student who was brilliant. Straight A’s taking AP classes.
One day she did not show up for class and the principal pulled me out of class.
I stood in the hallway, crying like a baby.
She OD’ed.
I did not shed a tear when my brother died as I always knew the junk would kill him.
I understand how you feel. Similar experience. I abhor the predictable outcome of those addicted and am angry no one ever mentioned it until Trump. I believe the main reason fools want him out is because he is a threat to the heroin econony which supports many of our politicians.