As far as that needing to change. The powers that be have been and appear to continue to pander to women.
I did not read every post from baltimorepoet. I am not sure why anyone would watch somebody burning to death over and over.
As for me, I got divorced bc my ex wasn’t happy. She can EDAD for all I care. Just because her feelings got all sideways I had my life turned upside down, my kids had their lives turned upside down and there was absolutely nothing I could do to stop it. What gives a man or woman the right to ignore the death till you part, or the be faithful part of your wedding vows? Oh yeah our laws....marriage is now a contract between you, the spouse and the state.
I don’t hate women. I got married again, but I went abroad to find a wife. I just refused to be bothered with American women....especially single middle aged American women. I don’t believe women are the devil, but they are risky as hell. My opinion is most of the nice quality women marry off and by middle age guys have slim pickings. Unless the guy is exceptional in attractiveness that is(looks/status/money). My opinion is most guys go into settling mode. Okay I’ll date a fat chick, or okay, I’ll date a woman with kids.
I went abroad and didn’t settle on anything. I did an end run around feminism. I like women, just not feminists. Maybe baltimorepoet feels the same way.
I watched 2 videos over and over again, specifically where the poor Jordanian pilot gets burned alive by ISIS, and one where a large Guatemalan mob burns alive a teenage girl for her supposed participation in a crime.
It disturbed me quite a bit at first, but after the 112th time, the Guatemalan mob one didn’t bother me at all. One thing that helped me in the end, was reflecting that the mob was basically ordinary humans, not a group of psychopaths like ISIS.
I decided I needed to not just control my emotions, but end my emotions to remove temptation. My boys for example, are not addicted to vagina, so the don’t need harsh measures like what I did. As it would be, I estimate my sex drive is now less than 1/5 of what it used to be, as a result of my experiments on myself.
I find that I don’t love any of the two girlfriends I’ve had in 2017, I don’t emotionally hate anyone. I don’t get angry. I dropped a hammer on my foot while working on my armory and I didn’t curse like I would have last year. I don’t drink even in moderation like I used to, because there is no logic in it, and it doesn’t feel that good.
I have overall in everyday life, achieved a day to day tranquility that few people will know. I don’t have actual emotional reactions to anything anymore. Everything is just abstract.
For example, I laugh at a joke, but only because I understand the humor intellectually, not because I actually felt anything. Few people notice any change in my behavior over last year. My feelings are gone but I recognize how I WOULD have reacted so I generally mimic how I would have reacted last year.
I don’t hate women. In fact, I don’t think about women very often. They are so generally useless and insignificant to my daily life, that I don’t think much about them, nor consider them worth devoting what little emotional energy I have left.
Women aren’t worth hating. They are only worth ignoring. The opposite of love isn’t hate, it is apathy. And that is what I have: apathy.
That is actually why many Germans and Swedes don’t protect women from the Muslims they invited in. They don’t hate their women; they simply have apathy towards the women.
What happens between Germany women and Muslim men is between just them and not really the business of German men. That is my position as well.
I don’t even really hate feminists. If I saw 20 Muslims gang raping a feminist, I wouldn’t join the gang rape, because of hating women because I don’t hate them. I’d walk away without interfering, because I have apathy.
Now, soon as I got home, I’d get out my SCAR-H and etc in case their attention turned towards me and my own. But that is how I operate: not emotionally, but I simply look around me and calculate whether or not something is a threat to me or my own. Its like what the Terminator does, except I don’t see a red text printout in front of me.