if that’s a rift, I wouldn’t mind having it!
rift -- NOUN·1. a crack, split, or break in something:
"the wind had torn open a rift in the clouds"synonyms: crack · fault · flaw · split · break · breach · fissure · fracture · cleft
2. a serious break in friendly relations:
"their demise caused a rift between the city's town and gown"synonyms: breach · division · split · quarrel · squabble · disagreement · falling-out