[Ciaphas Cain]

Left the only home I've really known in June. There was nothing there. I'm now on the opposite side of the country. This is the most alone I've ever been in my life. Other than my dog who has ridden in my lap the entire way.

This journey was predicated on God leading me and guiding me to happiness I had come to believe He might have. Especially at last some family. Some love. It seems as far away as ever, right now. I know He is there. But I don't know if He's listening. And, I guess that makes it a very lonely Christmas indeed :-/

[aMorePerfectUnion]

“But I don’t know if He’s listening.”

He hears you before you speak the words.

[Twinkie]

He’s listening. Just talk to him. Then YOU listen to Him &
let Him have a turn. :o)

[aposiopetic]

We walk by faith, not by sight.

A blessed Christmas to you, even if it is more solitary than you had wanted.

P.S. I bet some FReepers are praying for you to be encouraged and to persevere even now.

[cherry]

HE'S listening....never doubt....remember, a lot of people, myself at times, feel alone even with a crowd of people around...

its the expectations we all have that Christmas is supposed to be love, love, love and cookies and presents and everyone getting along....that is a rarity...