Yes...alone. First time without family or friends.
I detached from holidays because they can do that. :(
In another dimension though, the light is bright and warm and always welcoming and loving and good and 100% trustworthy and comforting.
So I hang out there. :)
Peace and Blessings to you, FRiend.
The first time is tough.
The second time is tough.
After that, it isn’t too bad. Really.
Merry Christmas.