She shouldn’t be drinking at all because of the mess she’s on. Will lead to one of those nasty bleed outs In the meantime confusion dizziness and instability
I disagree. She’s not drinking nearly enough. Not nearly enough.
Drinking is how she tempers her down time.
In her up time, she’s fashions herself as Saul Alinski, THEE standard barer!
There isn’t much if any underlying personality, just strategy, and relentless strategy...fake it to make it.
She can’t have down time unmedicated, the better angels creep in, she questions her strategies, her common interaction...she knows she’s flawed.
Sit in the dark to reduce all input, relive the day, plot tomorrow...all while drinking. => seen it!
I realize this all sounds insane. But, I know a covert narcassist very well.